Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another
daydooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta
mitaikudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadakeinori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsuasayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku
narutsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku
And every time I see your faceT
he ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soonI can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong
tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi motsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasuinori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsuasayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate madeAnd every time
I see your faceThe ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore
Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne

gosh something darn funny happened today its rather miraculous though...can u imagine Teck Tee was like telling me he wanna go to my church the indonesian congegration GRII(singapore) that is like...gosh...a miracle i was like wondering what is he gonna do when he dont understand indonesian language hohohoho so anyway he really went and guess what he fell asleep and he snored!! gosh...haha i was trying to wake him up but then yeah...haha no choice went for dinner and went home after that hahas thats all for today

Oh my God!!this is the most wonderful Christmas i've ever had for the past 5 years!!I really really love this one!!allright i shall start from the morning...i was waken up at 7am in the morning and i was like hesitating to get ready...so i got prepared anyway and reached plaza singapura by 9.22 i was 48 mins early to meet Teck Tee...so i walked around plaza sing and finally!! its 10 but as usual Teck Tee havent reach the place ON TIME...so i msg-ed him and then i was surprised that he arrived earlier than usual but well not AT THE RIGHT PLACE...with his so-called "looking for place to have dinner" excuse...haha allright i guess i have to learn to trust him now he's kinda trustworthy or i hope so....=) p.s:hey its a compliment!!i used to tell u i dont trust people right now i do!!and its you you should be proud of it !!! haha ok...so...lets continue with my Christmas Eve...hahaha so i went to HMV while Teck Tee was on his way to Plaza singapura haha so dumb so i went ahead to HMV and then looked for some OST i was hoping that "The Chronicles of Narnia"'s soundtrack is released so it wasnt anyway so i went back to Plaza sing to meet Teck Tee he was playing his dumb maximum tune game...grrrrrr i had to wait for him to finish his dumb game ok so anyway....he lost almost all of the races so he was like FURIOUS about that and i was like..."haiya,relax lah its just a game...u wont die from losing" so he was kinda not happy but he was smart enough not to anger me so we went to Long John Silver to have out lunch even during lunch he was still yapping about that shit game...so i was like"then dont play anymore lah...its a waste of money anyway..."and for once we had an agreement which is like amazing...haha alright so i was spamming sms to Geraldine and she was like so so so furious about her parents not letting her to go to town and she had to watch some dumb show i dunno what hhahah "it must have been tough on you potato-san" *evil grins*hahaa so me n Teck Tee went to lan shop -omg-then went in to play dota for 4 hours long!!i was having concusion after that...untill i forgot my ez-link card...stupid me lucky my good Godbro took it for me hahaha thankyew!!! so... after that we went back to plaza sing -again...- to the pizza hut this time haha and had out dinner there...after dinner i went to "kick ervin's ass" hahaha we had another company oh by the way when we were eating it was darn dumb of the people next to me...Nasri and Teck Tee they are like so...i dunno what to say...they played with my leftover pizza...=.=and stacked it and migosh i dun wanna remember what they did to it, it was damn gross!!oh anyway jasmine took a picture of it i'll try to upload it when im free...hahaha after that i didnt know what to do with the remaining time so we went to walk around orchard while Nasri was doing some stupid thing hahaha he went to tap gal's shoulder whenever he saw them and pretend like nothing happens soon me n Teck Tee was like doing the same dumb shit hahaha damn funny!after that we went to cineleisure to let our two hungry Ghosts to eat namely Ervin and Endi hahah after they eat,again i didnt noe what to do...we wanted to go changi abandoned hospilat but the gals dun dare to,wanted to go east coast all the gals-again-shook their head unwillingly hahha so we went to walk to a bus stop anyway for who knows what for and Nasri was seems pissed off by someone so Carene n Nas went on home while we went to wait for ERWIN whom said will arrive within 5 minutes which ended up in 45 minutes hahah its ok understood too many people even the cars have got no space to move lol so after that Erwin went to look for his cousin's pressie and we waited for 30 minutes i guess,me n Teck Tee was like...hurry up lahh....we've got to go soon!!! hahaha then again he said he needs the gift to be wrapped within 13 minutes or 30 minutes hahah who knows within that 30 or 13 minutes time something dumb or rather terrifying happened guess what...Endi flung his hand onto Ervin's and *poof* the handphone fell from the 3rd floor and unfortunately it hit someone's head real hard...well i didn really saw it but when Ervin told me his hanphone fell i was like ''oh c,'me on i know its Xmas and u didnt have to joke this far..." well for once i was being stupid and listened to him hahaha and i saw a lady holding her head in pain so...i guess it was true i was like "oh shit..."haha i dunno what's gotten into Teck Tee but he was the first one to respond to the situation hahha soon after that he called me to go down so i went down anyway...after we ran and ran and ran about apporximately 45 mins we finally found the so called information centre which was located at who knows where we went to make a report there and after we finished,a guard came to us and showed us a phone which was Ervin's the "murderous weapon gonna be" haha so me n Teck Tee was like...look at the time shiet...we went out of cine barely unscathed from all the dumb sprays and went on home but...while ervin,erwin,endi enjoyed their cab ride, we were walking from orchard, all the way to bukit timah passed the newton circus finally we've got a cab yay!!! so we went to take the cab home and guess what the stupid backdoor at my condo was locked so i had to turn one big round to get home lol but it was a wonderful Chirstmas...lots of adventure lol thats all for today

today went down to town again LOL i met up with wei xiang in the morning,then we go down to town...go find present for TECK TEE -if he dont get me anything he will get it from me* evil grins*-then after that teck tee sms-ed me and said wanna meet up at P.S at 1 but in the end,as usual he was late for 45 mins...as usual...kinda sick keep waiting for him though...ok anyway...haha we went around to look for places to have dinner on sat night...but well couldnt find anything else bah!! dumb place called orchard.so in the end we went to pizza hut haha but they dont take bookings...so i guess i'll just have to go on the day itself to book the time and then tt idiot went to play his stupid car game again...then wei xiang go cut his hair.wah all come n pang seh me one by one...swt saded lol ok anyway after they are all done...we went to food court to eat...but then...when i opened my wallet,tt stupid godbrother of mine saw the recipt of what i have bought for him and start to make a bigg ruckus in front of the foodcourt and start chasing after me to take the wallet then its like...everyone turned their eyes on us wooot u stupid idiot make me paiseh only...so K-PO for what u will noe it on the day itself what...dumbass lol joking
stupid lah he,he left a few scratch on my arms GO CUT UR FINGERNAIL LAH OR I CALL U MY GODSISTER ARH!! lol ok ok so... after we eat,me n wei xiang go toilet...then we thought teck tee wanted to buy food so we went in but when we came out,woot he disappeared his phone spoiled...cant contact him i tried and tried to contact him but no avail...sighh then i go home alone siann...then i msg him,finally he replied then he say i pang seh him...walau i didnt lah bro its u pang seh me lor haha ok nvm....i went down to chase after him but didnt see him then after that i went back to PS then wei xiang called he said teck tee is at the bus stop what!! then i quickly ran down hope i could catch up but when i got there he was on the bus alrady!!! STUPID 190 NV WAIT FOR ME!i feel so bad though its like as if i pang seh him lol sorry lah bro didnt noe who ask u to be such a glutton! LOL thats all for today

allrighty this was a very very dreadful day indeed for me coz im gonna get back my result...but THANK GOD!!i managed to slip thru with luck and YES! i learnt my lesson i got thru this BLOODY N level without studying and i dont think it will happen for O's haha so im gonna mug n mug n mug next year or so what rachel said turn into a bookworm @_@
i've got 10 points bah! UNSATISFACOTRY!!! i was aiming for a 5 or at least 7 =.= nuuuuuu dun force me~T^T
allrighty im going down to town with teck tee tmr =.= its like i've been with him these hols... bah who cares as long as i can go out its good enough hahaha and guess what!
im having insomnia...i've been having it for like 3 weeks! 3weeks of sleepless nights...worse than camp n camp planning... kays...i better get my sleep now
later...

lol
christmas is coming yea ? haha just wanna share a verse with my brothers ans sisters in Christ


Isiah9:5
For unto us a Child is born,
Unto us a Son is given,
And the governement will be upon His shoulder,
And His name will be called
Wonderful,Counselor,Mighty God,
Everlasting Father,Prince of Peace.

what makes the Angels in the Heaven shout praises,what makes the heaven sing Glory ,Glory ,Glory to the Son of God?

it is the the salvation,the deliverence of soul,the repention,so why dont you bring a soul to God this xmas?

Lukas 2:10-11